not so good

Feel hollow, like a huge hole in the chest.
Can’t breathe, even can’t cry out.
Every feeling just got sucked into the huge hole.
Not a saint,
easily get freaked out and scared.
In the past, I got lost, you are always there.
Now you are lost too, I must be here.

Telling myself to be strong and positive again again and again.
Things must be better tmr, it is thanksgiving! It has to be better.

PLEASE…